(via misswallflower)
My war ships are lying off the coast of your delicate heart,
And my aim is steady and true, as it’s been right from the start.
Summer’s pretty much been and gone, huh? I don’t really want this one to end.
Spent a wonderful, frantic month slinging on my (well, it’s not really mine, I kinda sorta ‘borrowed’ it from Louise before our Duke of Edinburgh trek in Year nine and I’ve never given it back) stuffed-to-the-gills-with-half-my-warderobe-hideously-1980s-backpack and hopping on trains all around Europe.
There was the Magritte Museum in Brussels, iced tea in a tiny cafe in Bruges, sunbathing in the Vondel Park, the ‘every nook and alleyway are so beautiful they should be on a postcard’ ness of Prague, meeting old friends for dinner in Budapest, Viennesse cakes, a few hours in Venice and Rome, which I couldn’t even attempt to do justice in words.
Then after two weeks working all hours of the day and night desperately trying to try and push my bank account back towards the black; wandering through the orchards with my family and the dog and hanging out in SW London with wine, some of my best friends and the best hangover breakfast of my life.
Now I’m freshly back from a two week stint holed up in a student flat in Edinburgh watching a flurry of drama, comedy, music and dance. Some incredible, some diabolical. Despite the persistent grey skies, I had the best time. Even managed to build my CV a little.
Just about got time to wash my clothes and then I’m heading off to Mallorca for the last family holiday before my baby sister heads of to the University of Leeds and our family dynamic changes forever.
Yeeeeesh, can’t believe it’s actually been two months since I last tumbled.
I’m actually almost finished my first year of uni and can’t quite believe it, was getting typically over nostalgic and was re-reading my overly apprehensive blogs before Freshers Week and it all seems faintly funny now.
I feel like things are still slotting into place a little, not one hundred percent ‘right’ yet but it’s been wonderful so far.
One two hour exam on Foundations of American Literature to go and then it’s the Summer Ball, relaxing on the Vale and then onto inter-railing. Ace.
Anonymous asked: Seeing as you're wise and stuff, do you have any idea why God let's people die? Like young, when they don't want to or deserve to. Sorry, I just don't know where to start when asking this question and you seem as if you might have some ideas..
Blimey, that’s a question and a half.
Firstly, I just need to point out that I’m so ill qualified to answer this with anything other than my own personal, albeit deep held beliefs. If you want a more intellectually weighty answer, message me and I can link you to someone infinitely wiser and more knowledgable than me.
But I guess for me the only thing that even begins to make sense of it, is that I believe, despite how gut-wrenchingly awful the situation is, that God is imperatively good.
That probably doesn’t sound like it makes a lot of sense, but when people close to me have died young the only way I can fathom it out is to say that they’re somewhere immeasurably better than here. Because at times life here is painful, and can break people down and maybe, although it doesn’t make them being taken away from us any less of a tragedy, in some way they might have been spared something?
I’m so sorry this is such a tentative answer, but it’s just personal reasoning that’s grown out of my experiences. Don’t ever be sorry for asking questions though.
“Don’t worry about popular opinion
Don’t worry about dolls
Don’t worry about the past
Don’t worry about the future
Don’t worry about...
Instyle Germany 2011
Chronic Bitch Face.
Yes, I suffer from it too.